barefeetinwetgrass

well. its been a while. 8 months. things are going well. Baby is crawling, Love Her will be in 1st grade this fall, its summer(finally) and I'm feeling the urge to click the shutter button again! Will be posting again soon. :)

...Seven Years... I hate... ...that I was lied to for so long, loving every minute, unknowingly, and even after the truth came out, I still wanted to be there for you. ...that I was so in love with that lie, and that it still crosses my mind daily. ...that I considered you one of my best friends, and you were never really my friend at all. ...that I let my hopes and dreams get so entrenched in that lie, and now I feel so lost and directionless, despite being as independent as I am. ...that I still think that somehow this is my fault, and then remind myself that I was nothing but honest to you. ... that I was so wrapped in my ide

Well. Its been awhile since I wrote on DA. Not that there has been much of anything that exciting thats been goin on in my world. Love Her is growing, and sharp as a tack... learning to read... gymnastics... singing... painting...writing(she signed her own name to ALL of our Christmas cards this year! at 4.5yrs old!) I've had a good year. I can't complain. It was little rough earlier in the year, but definitely an uphill year! I've come to terms with a lot of things this year. Learned a lil bit along the way. Am completely giving up on school, and realizing what I really want from my life. And realizing how content I am right now. Which is so